When you still said that,
i angry but my heart smile
i stopped you but actually i want you to said it again and again
i acted to dislike it however my heart know i like it
i acted if i didn't care although i did

and when you gone,
i smile although my heart was crying
i didn't stop you although my mind want to do it
i tell everybody that i'm happy without you however it wasn't at all
the worst ever, i let you go without any words

"Silent is gold. But for some situations, silent means tears" :(